01 First Thoughts

… the wind howls, i contemplate where i might like to walk in the wind…

… we watched Outlander last night, some very steamy scenes… i woke with erotic thoughts…

… dogs did not come down with me, 15 minutes later i go get them to keep them from waking H… i take them out… while outside they pick up a scent and go bonkers… they are noses with legs in these moments… hard to manage…

… Heather Cox Richardson took the night off… apparently she resumed normal life in Boston which exhausted her…

… J was accepted into hospice care… we are on the final downhill run… C is in denial… my feelings are complicated…

… the birds sing, the sun comes up, the dogs hunt, life unfolds…