… long, hot day yesterday… drove down to middle NJ to see J, have lunch… she seems to have landed in a nice place, gated community, mostly white from the few people we saw, though they said their upstairs neighbor is black… it was hot because the AC wasn’t working anywhere on our journey, not the car, not in J’s house… i fixed the AC in J’s house, will have to take the car in to have it’s AC fixed, how much will that cost?…

… after such a long hot day, i was cranky… dinner was a very messy sandwich from Redline Diner which dripped profusely into my lap to my great irritation… then the salsa fell off the chip into my lap on its way to my mouth… pissed off, i tossed the rest of my dinner… H believes i was mad at them for what was ordered, not true, just really pissed that messy food was winding up in my lap even though i was leaning over the table… this is the content of ones life, the inconsequential bits of content that are most of what we experience?…